April Fools

       I looked out the window and the sun was shining, the birds were chirping, and I couldn't be happier. I look around and all I can see is the good in life. The unicorns, and rainbows, and everything around me seems to light up! Honestly, I don't know how I could've ever been so dreary before. It's time to turn over a new leaf! From now on, there will only be happy, sugar coated fluffiness! Thank you.

March #1

Time is unstoppable. It is unchanging and will never surrender. Once something is done, it is done. It was always going to happen, and always has happened. Under no circumstances will that change. (Except perhaps in the movies, but that's different). Once you come to the conclusion that time is already written, even though you might have only started the book, you begin to look at life, at all your mistakes a little differently. This doesn't mean, of course, you should run around stealing and cheating. But it is something to think about, and for me it's comforting.

Feb. #4

Shattered, crushed, torn apart,

I feel it in my broken heart.

Life with no meaning,

Life that wishes to escape,

Gnawing and clawing 

At a tiny cage.

You ask the question,

You wonder why,

You weep, you ponder,

You look to the sky.

But inside you know,

You have a reason.

So you suffer through 

Every season.

Feb. #3

Ahhhhh Valentine's Day.

           Girls spend hours stressing, trying to look pretty. Their hair has to be perfect, their makeup has to be perfect, and their outfits have to be perfect.

           Guys spend all their money on cards, chocolate, flowers, and dates. 

           The date ultimately goes horribly anyway, with the girl in tears and the guy regretting life (much like me).

           Then of course are the young, single people who think Valentine's Day will be beautiful and happy with rainbows and unicorns. Obviously, all their hopes and dreams are crushed.

           And finally are the single people sobbing and eating ice cream, regardless to the pain and suffering they escaped.

Feb. #2

There is nothing special about The second day of Febuary. It's not the start. It's not the end, its not the middle, or a Weekend. It just is. Of course, this is the only time Feb 2nd, 2016 is going to happen in a long, long time. But their are so many days that won't happen again in a long, long time that hardly makes it special. 

Feb. #1

   My life is like a game of chess. I can't win.

Feb. 0

     Do you ever glance at something and think it's gorgeous, but when you actually look at it it just gets worse and worse? Thats how I see the world, except it's already corrupted and evil.